He taught me how to love..but not how to stop..

2010-06-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

ARGH!!..been super duper long since i update.heh.
hmm.anyways..

IM SUPER EXCITED LIAO!!!!!..
tmrw gonna watch TAYLOR LAUTNER..
ahhhh...i mean JACOB BLACK...

SHIT!!...i cant get it rite..
i mean ECLIPSE!!..

(pls ignore the 'new moon' in this pic..heh.the purpose of this pic, is taylor only!.)

WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!...
been waiting for JACOB!!..damn..
i mean ECLIPSE TO BE RELEASED!!..like finally!!!!..

IM SO GONNA DROOL AT JACOB!!!..

so yeah..will be going with
dearest fqah.shaheera.aiman n achik.
woo.ehk excited sey.

just now achik buy tix alrdy..woo..we kiasu a bit mah..haha..
1st day release, 1st day oso we watching..haha..
lucky they release on a school day..
so we had bigger chances to get tix..
bdak2 skola mah..

kk..till next time honeys!!
toodles..

2010-06-24T01:58:00.003+08:00

few pics from my uncle's wedding.luvhim!

hmm..got more pics..but i lazy wanna upload here ah.
check out my FB aitez..woo..

my uncle's frens..this is when they blocked the road..for the pengantin's car,
bus n frens motor n cars to pass 1st..kecoh la sey!

bollywood kjap la!

cake time!!

woo..them.

he extended the place..nice rite?!?!?!

i told u his hot!!...italy bebeh!!

us 4 sisters!!..

DEAREST UNCLE'S WEDDING!!

2010-06-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!!..
been a long time since i update..

been busy3 with preparation for my uncle's wedding..
finally its over and it's such a huge relieve.
so freaking happy for him!!!!

was super tired also due to the wedding..
a few days straight do work..no rest..

thursday went my nenek house..
pasang the langsir all.
then i alone pasang the bedsheet for bilik pengantin..
the matress is super heavy ah!!!!!!
its the new one!!..the one when ur partner gets on the bed..
u wont feel a thing..BERAT U NOE!!..
kk.

hmm..so friday got a last minute call from uncle.
tell me to get ready..he coming to pick me up..
help him send his clothes to the bride's house..
since i the most closest to the bride.
so yea..
ouh...i was the first to ride in his new car..
it's his brother's wedding gift to him..so sweet rite..
then i told my sis lorh..she oso must do the same to me..buy me a car..
pfft..waste of time..haha.kk..back to story..
so my uncle's car used to be a sports car..now it's a SUV.
married alrdy mah..so need a family car lorh..
hmm.so yea.
in the car..we both had a super long chat..
only for the both of us to noe!!..
hmm.then after that picked up my mum n sis from my papa shop.
went to my nenek house..
continue with cleaning up..
went home ard 1?..
bla3.slept at 3+..woke up early..
then went my nenek house..

tu pun pagi nikah tau!!..
a lot more work to be done..
c i told u!!..no rest..
then help my uncle get ready.
bla3..off to the bride's house..nikah ceremony.
we cousins boarded a bus..sewa for a day.
ouh..n my other uncle(a yr older than me).
naik his new motor..SHOW OFF!!..urgh...
kk..so the nikah ended..ard 6+.
quickly went home..didnt even sit down..
had a shower then change to casual outfit.
quickly made our way to nenek house..
help here n there..
then went down for rewang..
there help sumore..bla3..
went home.showered again..
then wear henna..slept at 4?..

woke up at 8.
got ready..went to nenek house..
help uncle get ready..
wear the samping all..
then he said..
'' nisa..u become my best woman today tau!''
n i was like what?!!?..ouhkay!!..
so yea..time to leave the house..fetch the bride.

ouh..before that..
my uncle have alot of frens..
so he ajak his frens oso follow fetch the bride.
n also to disturb the traffic n guard the wedding car..
so yea..one group was the motorbikes..
the other was the cars..
n yea...the motor esp made noise!!..cool shit!..
n they help to block some road to we can go 1st..
look at the pics n u'll understand beta.

bnyk hensem2 plak tu..wooo!!..lucky i follow..haha..
cuci mate..

n guess what!!..i shared bus with the kompang boys..so awkward..
kk.so bla3..the lady's side had a few checkpoint for the groom..
must give money then can go thru.funny!!..
then sat down at pelamin..
while the silat was on..
i had to go on the pelamin then wipe his face all.
n touch up wif powder..im his mak andam for the day mah!!..
but paisey u noe..cuz everyone looking..y suddenly got gal go on the pelamin.
hah..bla3..went back to our place..before walking to pelamin..
i touch up his face again..photo-taking..

then went up to the house..bride n groom..change to next outfit..
my uncle was so hot!!..
he was wearing clothes from italy!.
his frens went there..then got for him..
the design singapore havent kluar u noe!!..
then i did his make up again..

went down..bride n groom had lunch.
touch up his face again..
then photo-taking..
cut cake..
n off they went to the bride's place again.

then only i get to relax..but only for awhile..
had a small chat wif cousins..

then camwhore wif sisters..

went up to the house..
clean up the house..
went home at nite..

next day..went nenek house again..
count the hong baos they got..
then my atuk gave me commission la sey!!.50 bucks..
then had lunch wif uncle all.
mum went home..
left me..
then uncle sent me to cwp in his new ride..(meet up wif fqah all!!woo.)
he gave me duit blanje oso..20 bucks..
i say 10 enuf..but he scold me..so i take lorh..
so yea..hang out wif my buddies till 10.

woo...finally..
see...how tight n tiring my weeks was!!!!!!!!!!
but the satisfaction is good liao..
everything went on smoothly..
no rain oso..
ALHAMDULILLAH!!
n yea...that was my experience of becoming a mak andam..haiz..
quite tiring oso..

even the bride's mak andam say..
nasib baik ade nisa..senang sikit..
kalau minat take the course la..
i can see ur interest in makeup.

haha..

2010-06-16T01:29:00.003+08:00

hello!!!!!!!!..
hmm..wana make a short update..
thankz to the following ppl for their bday wishes to me..

(sms)
-syarizal!!.
-abg man.(who called but cudnt get thru.)
-kak nal.
-nadia.
-aishah.
--------------------------------
(fb)
-sylvia tan.
-achik.
-shaq.
-chin chuan.
-fu dian.
-iznie.
-afeeq.
-hakim.
-sabrina
-hisyam.
-firdak wooz.
-xu shan.
-kok boon.
-RASYIDAH!!..(dah puas??..name kau aku bold kn lagi.hmph!)
-hamzah.
-freda!!..(syg aku..haha)
-farasyikin.
-ain.
-fatin.
-thaqifa.
-zhany.
-syahmi!!..(aku rindu kau!)
-akmal.
-tiara afiqah.
-azimah.
-budiman..(unlike isque!!hmph..)
-nico.
-Fqah BBYG!!..
-haniz ella.
-ilah bilah.
-queraisha.
-shabana.
-ahmad sholaahuddin.
-dhaivani.
-muhiyuddin alimun.
-chen yi.
-shafiq black.
-xinny.
-yoges.
-khairunnadirah.
-siew min.
-amirul.
-iskandar.
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(msn)
-FEROZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ouhkay..finally done.
hmm.
so..today was anthr boring day..
stay home day.
if this goes on..
i'll go LOCO!!!!..arrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm...so..
tmrw morn will be going to geylang wif my mum.
collect baju lorh..
meeting her at the bus stop near sheng siong..
then frm there take cab.phew!.haha.

ehk korg!!...baju raye aku..
2 pasang dah siap liao!!!!..
haha..happy..
well.atleast dun have to think abt the expenses during puase time or wateva.
so...1 problem settle alrdy..
cant wait for attchmnt..
wana get heels!!!..cant wait..haha

ouh..by the way..
im toking to the guy..well kinda...
hmm..
i was watching movie just now.
so he say tok later..after i done wif movie.
the movie ended like 1/2 hour ago..but i lazy wana tell him.haha.
ouhmygod!!...i dun mean to be jahat but yea..
he's kinda irritating abit..
especially when i get quiet at msn..
he keep saying..
asl diam??...tick tock tick tock..sumthing like that la..
if u ppl tok to him..then u all noe..
seriously..im not lying!!...urgh!.
nemind2..change topic..
hmm..wana tok abt wat ah??..
wait..let me think.

ouh..i think i can officially use the fb now..
i think..haha..
sis noe abt it..

hmm..by the way..will be busy from THURSDAY to sunday.
i bolded the THURSDAY because it's my bbyg's bday!!!..woohoo..
haha..so..
THURSDAY - going to grandma house.continue to bersihkn n stuff.
friday - go grandma house again.clean up n do wats left..
- at nite go kak nal(my uncle's tunang) nye umah.die ajak.
she wearing henna.so she ajak me oso.
-sleep over at nenek house.
saturday - help cook..
-my uncle nikah!!!!!..
-reception at the bride's place.
-camwhore!!!!!
sunday - reception at groom's place.
- camwhore!!!!!!!

ouh...n hopefully.
monday jadi kluar with fqah.shaheera.iwan.zal n isk.

n maybe tuesday going down to NUH to survey the travelling time n stuff..
wif siew min.the rest havent cnfirm..

kk..till here only ah..
my mind blank alrdy..
argh...very sleepy..
gotta get up early tmrw.
go geylang wif mum.
haiya...must wake up at 8+ liao.
now 2.35 am.argh!..less than 6 hrs of slp.
damn..kk..toodles love ones!!!!

WOO!!!..DA 18!!

2010-06-14T01:08:00.004+08:00

hello sweethearts n darlings!!!!!!!!..
the 1st thing i wana say is..
thx for the birthday wishes ouhkay!!..
from those i have received ah..haha!

hmm..so let me c..
yest firdaus nawawi wished me..
then today..i mean yest..(past 12 am alrdy mah!!)
muhyiddeen blanja me MacD!!..
then my cousin, aishah wish me in advance..

n today..
thx to: (in order.)
(thru sms)
-EKIN!!!..
-FQAH SWTHRT!!!!
-----------------------
(face2face)
-my family..
[funny la how they wish me.
wanna noe..read below kay].
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(FB)
-Narmi.
-Melissa.
-Angus.
-Kimo munchkin.
-Marcus.
-Jayden..(woohoo..haha).
-Azira.
-Sam.
-Ekin(again!).
-Putri!!!!.
-Munirah.
-Farsyun.
-Shahidah.
-M. firdaus bin hassan.
-Sa'adah.
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(msn)
-Syidah.
-Jia qing. (shockingly..haha..ouh..we share the same bday..haha.
-radi.
-jie heng!!.(again!)
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(call)
-iwan!!!...(my TF.)

ouhkay..so back to the story..
so like i said..
today 12+..i mean yest..
went to woodlands civic cntr nye MacD.
met n lepak with cousins.
nuhyiddeen.aishah.shaheera.nadira n my sis..
we were planning for our BBQ pit..
then sumthing happen..
there's this 1 family..the ank kena fits..
so yea..my sis help her..
cuz we biase alrdy mah..
handling wif fits..
so..mcm biase la..tu tmpt kn kite nye..
kecoh ah..
hmm.then went AXS station..nk book pit..
ehk alamak!!!...semue pat ECP dah penuh sey!!!..
terpakse lorh..amik pat pasir ris..urgh!.
hmm..so from there..me n my sis went my nenek house.
then the rest balik kot..

so yea..at my nenek house..
help this help that..
still not done..
must go again..mayb on thursday?..hmm.
haiz..pakcik nk nikah..kite yg stress!!..
ehk...he lost weight alrdy sey..stress sgt..
hmm..kesian..he cant slp properly all..
haiyo..

kk..then after that..went my papa shop..
tolong my parents..then balik..

so..5 mins before the clock strike 12..
i quickly rush to the toilet..mandi ah..
cuz i saw my sis dah stand by pat pintu bilik..
so took my own sweet time in there..
haha..my sisters outside the toilet bisik2..i can hear..
tk tau sembunyi ah dieorg.
1 step nk kencing la..
1 step nk berak la..

ehk!!..n guess what??!!??!?!?!?!?
i open the door oni..
the next thing i knew..
i was covered with tepung!!!...ARGH!!!!
kat rumah pun boleh kene sabo??!!!???!!??...urgh!!.
baru abis mandi plak tu..haiyo..
so masuk balik...mandi balik..
hmm..pnat lah sey!!.

kk..so here i am now..
from just now..on the lappie.
talking to the guy..
haiz..
he actually waited for me to go online..
n actually i straight away wana go slp..
but i guess..he's the lucky one here..hmm.

ouh..there's this sum1..i've been waiting for to wish me..
my TF lorh..i thot he forgot..
but he just called!!...at 2.23am..haha..
lucky i havent slp..
he cudnt wish earlier on..cuz was stuck at work n hp batt was low..
so he just reached home..n called me..
sweet rite..
ouh2..n the best part is..
he got me a present..
gona give it to me today nite..
the present he chose is a long story ah..
haha..water bottle!!..
he got himself a same 1..
so we both jiwe..n he say i must use mine..
thx tau!!..
haha...cuz i told him..
he need a bottle since he's doing a lot of sports..
n since we're nt in the same class anymore mah..
so he cant use mine..
n he said..he's gona get for me too.
i said dun wan..but he still degil..
so yea..woo...jiwe..haha.
i miss him alrdy..
n zal!!!!....

hmm..so yea..
ouh......i gotta upload pics soon..
my blog is full of words!!!..
i oso lazy wana read thru..
n today's post is long again huh.haha

ouh3!!..n i cant wait for thursday!!!!...
u noe i noe!

DI!!!!!

2010-06-13T01:23:00.006+08:00

hello ppl!!...
hmm..like i said..
im updating again..
see!!...im doing it now..woo..
actually forcing myself to do it ah..
hmm..

ouhkay ppl!!!!!!.
im feeling crap-ish now..
hmm...kk.let me tell u y..

ive been talking to a guy for the past few weeks..
im guessing only..
hmm..but its been yrs since he's in my msn..

ouhkay..so yea..
yest while chatting online..
we were watching soccer..(s.africa v. mexico)..at our respective houses..
hmm...but he logged off early ah..
but b4 that...he ask me..
esok online tk??..
shocked cuz that was the first time he ask..

so today...yea..we've been chatting from 8+ till now...1am +...
lame kn..hmm..almost no topic to talk abt alrdy..
but today..oni he watch soccer..i cant cuz no channel mah..
atleast yest at channel 5!!..
urggh!..y must my sis cancel the soccer channel??.
i promise i wont slp late everyday cuz watch soccer ouhkay???...pls..
urgh...nevermind..

so yea..he kept hinting he want to meet me..
first time was like."u tinggal pat wdlnds kn?.i pat smbwg..senang kite nk jumpe ehk?."
n then bla3.talked abt cca..im in photography..
so he say "so biler kite kluar boleh u amik gamba kite.."

ouh2..n he ask me.
tk cari bf ke?
then i said no..i wana study 1st..
n my parents actually dun reli let me have.
then he say he oso..
so yea..then he ask if cud xchange phone num..
so yea..we did...(fren to a fren oni)

bla3.today he spiced up the chatting abit..
got to noe each other beta..
he ask me what i like n stuff..kite bnyk similarity sey!!!..
like seriously!!...only xcept for he like red n i like green.
he support liverpool i support man u..
woo....MAN U!!
hmm..we like the same type of song..food n drink..
bla3..

let me skip a few things ouhkay..
straight to the point..
we tolk n tok.till we blank alrdy..
so he ask me open topic.
then i say i oso blank..but i say i got 1 bonus qn for him ah..
i ask him "kul brape nk tdo?"
bla3.then he say he oso got 1 bonus qn for me.
he ask "do u think i could be ur bf?"
i was shocked la wahlao!!
but i said..im not ready to have a bf now.
then tok2..
then he ask again."so bile u ready nk ade bf?"
then i say..after studies.
n he said he oso..n " so for now..we can only be frens rite?"
n i said "yea.but dun put ur hopes high ouhkay.i dun wana break ppl's heart."

so yea..thats the part which is making me feel crap-ish..
when he ask if he cud be mine.

hmm..he sounds like a nice guy.
but yea..i aint looking for a guy now ouhkay..sorie..

n i still do think of my mr.H.
i miss him!!..
ouh..i webcam-ed wif him the other nite.. =)
i miss u la!..sorie i cudnt teman u the othr time kay!
(fqah..i noe wat u thinking..abt me missing him)

hmm...k la..gtg..
tmrw will be a long day for me..
will be lepaking at McCafe again wif sis n 3 cousins..
to plan for our BBQ nite..
then off to nenek house to help clean up..
pasang langsir n all..
cuz next week..
my pakcik nikah..woo..
hmm...nitez ppl..

ouh..short update,,
hmm..he just asked me whether i online tmrw..damn..
haha..ouh..
n previously he gave me a website to watch live soccer online..
i tried but leceh must download software all..
n he just told me he got a new website for me..
ouhmygod!!...y is he going thru all the trouble??..just for me?..
hmm..thx anyways,

ouh n ppl!!..
sorie for the long post..
heh..bye..
will update soon kay..

to the 1 n only annoying syidah!!..: dah puas???!!!??...haha...
bace la..post panjang..!!..woo.haha..

damn..need to pee...
kk..bye ppl..
ouh...n the time now is 2.26am..woo..
love ya'll!!

before i sleep and after i wake up and all the hours in btwn, u occupy my mind.
so, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. i miss you!

IM BORED!!

2010-06-12T20:54:00.003+08:00

hi fqah!!
imy!!
woo..mine can update!!..

syidah!!..
kn aku da kate..
kau mmg nk annoy aku jek..
kk..aku da update..
mls ah!!!
nnt mlm maybe update lagi kay...
kalau rajin ah..

CONFERENCE..woo.

2010-06-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

ouhkay...so sch holiday has started..
till july 4 bebeh!.
then attchmnt is july 5.

hmm..
today was kinda funny n fun at the same time..
haha..
in the afternn..
had a small msn conference.
me, adyla, ifah, syidah n fai.
mcm biase ah..
bbual mepek..haha..kekek sey bbual ngan korg..
sampai BOO pat bangla semue.
tsk tsk..

then baru nie conference wif wan n zal..
haha....ketawe lagi..
asal kawan2 aku semue suke bbual mepek ah?
ouh..by the way fqah!!, zal sad cuz ur fb dun have any of his pic..
so u beta go n upload..
hmm..then yea..here i am..

ouh.by the way...i've been fb-ing quite alot this days..korg nye psl ah..

hope i dont get into any trouble.

hmm..im planning to upload pics here soon..
maybe later ah..
kk..will update soon kay..
toodles...

missing sum1 gets easier every day bcos even though its one day further

from the last time u saw each other, its closer to the next time you will

2010-06-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

fqah!!..y nvr reply my msg??..
=(
hmm...so.
this post is for u.
to keep u updated abt me n him. =)

hmm..2 days ago..he msg me..
wish me gdmorn..then talk for awhile.
i told him..i wana lepak wif him n prince charming(cant say the real name here.)
but p.c not free now.
so he say...we both oni..go watch movie ke..
hmm...what can i say?.hope that it jadi??..idk la.
ouh...we both have exam on the same day.
then we both stopped msg-ing.
i thot da abis msg2.

skali afternn he msg again..
it was during my exam.
can only check it after that cuz hp in locker mah.
then tok for awhile.
then stop again.

then at nite he msg again!!!!
then yea..bla3..

there's alot more that i wana tok wif u..
wanna meet u soon liao..
later 1 day i meet u after ur class kay..
then we tok all the way..woo..
cant wait.

sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

LET'S START TO PANIC!!!!!

2010-05-31T01:56:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!...
*runs in circle*
im freaking out ppl!!!...
in 12 hours time i'll be sitting for the nursing studies paper.
URGH!!!..nie pun blum blaja puas2.

mane tidak..
go my nenek house.
blaja but concentrate on bio..
then now studying for nursing studies..
AND ALSO TALKING NONSENSE WIF A GUY!!..
haha..funny fellow.

im just reading thru the nursing handbk now..
is that enuf ppl??..
NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

nd to read the freaking heavy tabbner txbk.
haiz!!!..
later in sch read syidah nye ah..

but for nursing studies shud be able to pass rite??
riteeee?????
hmm.more of common sense what!!..
pray for me ppl!!....amin!!!..woo..thx.

will be meeting syidah n aishah later at 10.
for what ehk??...tsk...must blaja sumore lorh!.. =(

k la...wanna continue studying.. then sleep..
nitez ppl!!..
ouh2...its 2.06am now.
ala...must wake up at 7+..
huh????....oni left 5 hours to slp???...

damn...need to shampoo hair later..tsk.

ouh...had a chat wif feroz just now..
i miss lepak-ing wif him liao!!..
hmm..hopefully after june kay..
he got a tournament coming up..
so nd to train..
see ya soon feroz!!!..
wish me luck ppl...bye!

where u used to be, there is a hole in the world,

which i find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
i miss you like hell.

ARGH!.MY NEW NOTBOOK!.WOO!.

2010-05-30T02:01:00.002+08:00

dearest mr.h, thx for the gd morn wish yest..kinda made my day.
made me miss u more.
i wanna meet u!!!
n thats exactly y i hate to slp.
u had to b in my dreams rite??..urgh!.
i feel so stupid that i got to noe a guy like u.
its not that i hate u..but y do u make me miss u??..
have u ever spared a thot for my feelings??
do u noe how much it hurts to miss u???????????????????????????
do u noe how much it hurts that i havent seen u for a long time????
huh?!!??!?!!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?

niwae.
rmbr the previous post which i talked abt my HP mini?..
guess what.
the next day oni i received a sms abt it..woo..

so yea..
i collected it since last tuesday.
woo..im loving it!!.

so holidays have started..sort of.
only left next mon n tues for exams ah..then freedom till july 5..
attachmnt bebeh!

n yea..
here i am.
slpin over at my maternal grandma's house.
here more peaceful to study ah..
comparing here which only have 3 ppl leavin n compared to my house..
which have 9.
hah..

so far i finished doing my 2009 bio paper.
practice bebeh!.
n i hafal the blood flow thru the heart alrdy tau..
like finally ah..after mths of studying it.hah.

n it sux that i cant surf the net thru my notebook.
my nenek house no wireless liao!
so dearest uncle let me use his desktop.thx!!..
lucky that he work night shift.
n im slpin in his room tonite..
cuz the other bilik baru paint..then they dun let me slp there..bau cat kuat sgt.
padahal i like to smell paint!!...hmph.hah.

so yea..
by the way...it 2.40am now..
wanna go slp..
have to wake up early to study..
=(

“It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,when you’re heart still does.”

OUHMYGOD!!.LEGA IS MARRIED!

2010-05-25T00:12:00.006+08:00

yay!!..finally updating..
haha.
syidah la nie tanye2..if not i wont update oso.hah.

kk.
so last friday was henna nite.
straight away balik skola..went to cuzzie house.after mandi all ah.
watch the lady wear henna on the bride..
then makan abit.then continue watching.
bla3 la.
i actually expected more for that nite ah..
whatever my family planned for that nite...ade yg tk jadi..
since it was henna nite..
we planned to blast hindi song but pfft..
ouh..n there was suppose to b chocolate fondue.but dun have the fondue set la..
still got more ah.

then comes the rewang nite.
walked to the place..lepak jap.
MAKAN TULANG!!!...WOOO!!!..
then helped out a bit..
then walked back home..

n the best part is the wedding day itself.
esp the cuzzie meet up.
so yea.during the wedding..lepak wif cuzzie..
then had to leave half way cuz dearest fqah came.
woo..hah.n then came zal n fai..
abih kn ader org tu bleh tertdo!!..
sape lagi iskandar ah!!..
wait..let me tell u his full name.
iskandar ramadhan bin japar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woo.

so yea..
after camwhoring n stuffs wif frens n cuzzie..
we had to chao..
wedding over liao!
so planned a meet up wif cuzzie.
straight away from there, went home..salin baju then kluar again.
this time round, lepak at MacD.
it's like our moyang's place.cuz of our noise pollution..
hah..sorie ppl!!..
so yea.. i video their freaking funny moments.
sorie..cant upload.
due to privacy n some vulgar contents..hah.
n we were there from 7+ to 11.woo..cant wait for more meetings.

ouh3.
muhyiddeen plan to go mkn on my bday.woo.
cant wait..hope it jadi ah..
n the BBQ on the july 3.
only for us cuzzie(no oldies allowed).
woo.

“I still love you with all the little pieces of my heart that you left,

but don’t take them it’s the only thing I have that still has your name on it.”

WHERE"S MY LAPPY????

2010-05-21T01:08:00.003+08:00

ouhkay...super2 short post.

time now is 1.08 am by the way.
shud be sleeping liao.
nd to wake up at 5.go sch.urgh.

so i paid 113 bucks for the hp mini netbk or notebk.
(wateva u call it ah.)

hmm..the person said in 2 wks time they will call or sms wateva ah.
but this is like the 3rd week alrdy.
where is it??..
can i get it b4 the holidays start?.
so i can use it like i have no limits..
it's mine what!!!...haha...

ouh..n im getting paranoid..
is it a scam????..
damn it.
wif that money i can buy 2-3 high heels u noe.
urgh..haha..

talking about shoes..
i feel like buying heels...like seriously..
argh!!!...no money la.
faster attchmt!!!..i cant wait.
get pay -> go shopping.
woo.cant wait.there's alot of things that i wana buy..
damn ah...

pay is only 10 bucks per day..
if 1 hr 10 bucks can la.
nurse's job aint as easy.

but i aint complaining ouhkay...
I LOVE NURSING!!!!!!....woo..

mr fransel!!!...
next term dun change class advisor ah!!!!..
u very the baik u noe!!!!!!

ouh..n special mention..
met fqah on tue and just now..
woo....miss her so much
gona meet again on sunday...
yeay!!!...

not gona mention isk..
cuz he still owe me cans of naughty-G..
ntah sampai biler die nk belikn.
hmph!.

ouh...n to my fellow nurses..
just wait for my camera pictures to be uploaded kay.
now i malas ah..

kk...its 1.24 am now..
wana go slp alrdy..
bye ppl..

FQAH!!..i miss u alrdy.

ouh...n this post doesnt seem short to me..
heh.sorie.

by the way...sorie for nt updating..
n n n...i wont be updating much this time.
busy woman alrdy..
if i get my own lappy then i update more kay.

mr.h..i miss u.

How can I forget you when your always on my mind?

How can I not want you when your all I want inside?

How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?

How can I not love you when you control my heart?

IRRITATING GUY!!

2010-05-14T11:27:00.006+08:00

ouhmygod!.he texted me the other day.
saying he coming to simei for a lesson.
so since we both end at 5..
he wanna go home tgthr.
like what the hell!..
no way!

so i said no.
i finish late and going home wif my frens.
woo!.

wanna avoid him!!!!!!!!..

so i asked iwan..what time he finish n stuff..
he called n we talked..
he waiting for me u noe..
so sweet kan!!..
so we going home tgthr.
hope that guy see us lorh!!..

and it's all happening today!!...
i dont even wanna see him AT ALL!!!!!...

wish me luck ppl!!

ouh2...i paid 113 bucks for a HP mini.
use opportunity fund thats y cheap...
but they say they will sms in 2 weeks abt the HP mini..
but 2 wks pass alrdy...where?????...
i cant wait liao...
im getting paranoid..
is it a scam????
haha....quick sms me!!!

DEAREST Mr.H

2010-05-07T13:22:00.004+08:00

ARGH!!...yest feels so suckish..
cuz i freaking miss him yest...

ive been in contact with this other guy..from my past also..
we've been talking for days.
and it reminds me of anthr guy.. :(

which i freaking miss talking to him..
if only he's reading this..URGH!..
IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY!!!...

to be honest..
for the 1st time i walk home yest from wdlnds intrchg.
like super slowly ah..
and i freaking teared..thinking abt him...

dear mr. h, i miss you..n i wanna talk wif u not him..
urgh!!..

FQAH!!...i wish i was the 1 that terserempak wif him...not u..
urgh!.hah..

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see,

but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.

HUGS N KISSES!!

2010-04-23T13:43:00.002+08:00

am in the library now..
having break..

dearest FQAH n ISKANDAR n SHAHEERA..
nt forgetting those i noe from MSL..

I freaking miss u guys..

ouh..special mention to sheihk n his fren..vivek i think..
had a fun time going home wif u guys..

ouh..n fqah...cant wait to meet u...

2010-04-05T14:51:00.002+08:00

woo..okay short post..
just finished watching TOOTH FAIRY!!..

urgh!!...dwayne johnson is super hot!!!...
his smile is so charming!!..

haha..kk...ouh..
mum dint cook today..
so she told me to order canadian pizza..
finally after so long got to eat lasagna..
wee!!!!!!!!!!..
but pizza hut's lasagna is better ah..
but what the hell...

kk..am gona solat zuhur now..
then asar later..
n after that gona bake..
lemony lemon squares..uuuhhhmmmm....hhhhhmmmmmmmmm.....

woo..tata sickos!!!!!

And here comes the worst part

where you don't tell me what we are

you just slowly stop talking to me.

MOVIE DAY!!

2010-04-05T03:55:00.003+08:00

ouhkay...its 3.55 am now..
n i just finished watching the movie..'OBSESSED'
the one wif beyonce in it..
first few mins is real slow..
but the last part is sure to be kicking..
full of suspense u noe..
for me ah..idk abt u guys..
mayb cuz of beyonce i suspense..
cuz i love her...!!!!!!!!!!!....
woo!

ouh..and the character ali larter played is super sick..
u gotta watch!!

ouh..n earlier on...finish watching a 6 hr long movie..
sort of cut up into episode..so kinda look like a drama.
my sis hajarah nye kwn lent her..
as usual..she read the novel first..
ouh..n there is this guy..who i dun reli find appealing..
but as the movie goes..
as he falls in love wif the lady more..
he bcomes more n more charming u noe..woo!!..
cite da lame jgak ah..ard 2002?..
nt the kinda movie most of u will watch..
but it's abt love..
u gotta see how the guys or shud i say the gentlemen respect the ladies..
shame on u guys now!!!!!!!!..
awesome movie..no romance scene whatever..
only a kiss on the lips at the ending scene..
thats whats good abt it..

Shhh listen! Listen carefully, if you do, you can hear through the silence of the night,

my heart my heart crying out for you...

CUTE TURKISH GUYS!!

2010-04-05T01:51:00.004+08:00

ouhkay..so on saturday went to lavender..the ica builiding..
to collect passport.woo..finally can go JB..
am going next saturday..
to antar baju..tempah jahit..
yea..cant wait for my cousin's wedding in may..
n my uncle's wedding in june..woo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
hope he still keep his promise antar me n his tunang for a SPA treatmnt..
send me cuz it's my bday mth...i cant wait..
but im nt hoping for anything ah..cuz he has to settle his wedding stuffs financially..
ouh..n on the way..
hajarah was like..keep looking at me and saying..
"ehk..tu MAC lipstick kn?!?!?!..lawa sey lawa sey.."
pfft...so me n her wore MAC on tht day..

ouhkay..back to story..
so went to arab strt for lunch.
ate at Victory Restaurant.
freaking bad service!!!...
there's a huge board on the wall saying..
'YOUR ORDER WILL BE SERVED IN 15 MINS'
pfft..yea right..dunnoe how long we waited oso!!.
ouh..n me, hajarah and my mum drank teh tarik..
it sux..urgh!!..n we ate murtabak n briyani.
ouhkay.so left the place..

walk ard for awhile..look for kain for baju raye..

as i say..wait n see kay..woo...
super super super super super super NICE!!
cant wait to wear..
gona go again in a few days to buy it..
so me, my mum n adik..continue walking ard..
while hajarah went to her tunang's house..
bla3..naik taxi balik!!!!!!!!!!!......woo.

ouh..i took this pic cuz i dunno y there is a bird hanging at the masjid by a string..
can u see the string??..
most prob its a fake bird ah..hmm..maybe to see the wind direction ke..

if u understand what im tryna say..

my mum tell me to take this pic..cuz nice perspective n stuff..

ouh3!!...im wearing MAC..
cant really see clearly la..but i think it looks a lil darker face2face.

ouh..n thats my watch!!..
my new watch!!

ouhkay fqah!!..
so now u saw my MAC lipstick n my new watch.........

just take ur time alrite..
then we can go outing..hopefully b4 sch start..
but we'll c..no pressure!!..
ouh..n i cant wait for my new blogskin..
that too..no pressure.

maybe its just simply that sometimes in life you dont get what u want.

[ and its so pain full to admit.]

MAC-LICIOUS 2..

2010-04-01T17:01:00.004+08:00

okay.

so here it goes..

yest my sis went to orchard to get some stuffs..

as usual..MAC lipsticks..

she got a few..

1 for her..its a new lipstick..new collection..

its called 'liberty of london'..yea..look down..

n she got herself a lipstick..like i said..

n it's called 'PETALS & PEACOCKS'

wanna noe how it look like??..look down..

this is the casing..

from left to right..

MAC Lipsticks: Blooming Lovely, Ever Hip, Petals & Peacocks

MAC Petals & Peacocks Lipstick

n this is how it looks like..n no..its nt her lips..gona tok abt this lady soon kay..

back to the story..she got my mum 2 lipsticks..
n my mum was so hapi..she kept smiling n shouting..
she's like...thk u thk u..i love you..bla3..
hah..

n yeah!!..i got my self a lipstick too..
its called SATIATE.
its an amplified lipstick..
so my lips will look fuller in that..
look down again..thats mine..woo..

so yea..my first ever possession of MAC..

my sis asked me weeks ago to invest in a MAC lipglazz.
yea.thats what its called.

but i said no..i dun wanna get addicted so fast like my mum n sis..
sikit2 jek MAC!!..

but now i got 1..so hey..hopefully its nt like drugs to me..

now me & him have love confused with infatuation
i think i never knew the difference.

a new watch!!!..wee..

2010-04-01T16:12:00.002+08:00

hmm..ouhkay...
so i went out with my sis yest..(hajarah)..
to look for my sch shoe..at cwp..
met her ard 7pm..

so we headed to the sports shop bside BATA..i forgot the name.
n started looking for shoe..

ouh..n on the way there..i walked past GKB!!..yes FQAH..GKB!!..
but i dint tegur him ah..cuz in a rush.
hmm.so i saw this VANS shoe that i like..cost ard 50-60 bucks..
its black but the border or shud i say lining of the shoe is grey..
so im nt sure if its acceptable.. :(

bla3..went to BATA..
look for shoe...but still nt sure on the specific shoe to buy..
whether its more of office wear kinda shoe or sneakers..
but all i know is its suppose to be black, waterproof and covered up all the way..
urgh!..
thats when i decided to call nanee.
thx for the help anyway..

so went to CONVERSE!..
ARGH!!....there is this 'new arrival' black shoe that I LIKE!!..
totally black..harga oso nice!..
nearly 80 i think.. :(

but since its not waterproof..i cant buy it..
n this is when i rmbr-ed abt amira..
my fren..
lucky she told me during campus training can use normal sch shoe..
oni when attachmnt..must waterproof la..bla di bla di bla..
phew..if not wasted sey..buy shoe that i dun like..the one at bata!!..urgh!

so yea..from there went to the watch shop at lvl 1...the one nearer to the taxi stand..
and my sis said..
"okay, im gona get u a watch.see what u like..n my budget is bla3.."
so looked ard..but then my sis showed me this watch..
black..and the frame is gold..i like it..
but seriously though..ive nvr imagined myself using a BABY-G!!...
i was like half hearted to buy cuz of the brand..
but still got it cuz i like how it looks like..
but the sales person showed me a few other watch oso ah..
but nah..the one i got is the nicest..
woo!!..

so from there..went to pastamania to eat..woo.
been wanting to go there for quite awhile..
but so susah..cuz everytime go out wif my frens..
all they wanna eat is fast food..
they cant live w/o LJS!!..urgh!!..
im sick n tired of tht place..

n frm there..i went to return library books..n my sis headed to watsons..
to get some stuff.
so after that..i met her at watsons..
but stopped at 77th street to buy earstud..
n guess wat..zal n afai walk in..
so yea..tok to them for awhile...
so hapi..i miss them.
i miss their merepek-ness!!...esp zal!!..hah..

ouh..what the hell...
had to quickly rush to watsons..if nt my sis bising...
so bla3...headed to interchange..wait for bus..
n thats when my other sis n her BF..n safiyyah came..
haha..shud have seen how hapi safiyyah was when she saw us..like as though she was on pills..so hyper..
and dear safiyyah started crying..cuz she thot we were gona leave her..when we were boarding the bus.
n i had to carry her all the way home.

n yea..reached home.
chaos!!..wait for next post...
wanna tell sumthing!!...wee!!!

i'll smile & u'll wave & we'll pretend its okay.

when in reality its all fucked up.

geylang trip n chinese guys..

2010-04-01T03:34:00.003+08:00

hmm...i just realised my previous post is super long..
n im sure this is gona b long too..
what the hell...just njoy reading kay...

so last week on monday..
i folo my mum n dad to geylang..my mum wanna shop for blouses..for herself..
i folo lorh..cuz i noe later they blanje me stuff..woo.
left house ard 12 in the nn.suppose to leave at 10+..but i delayed...heh..
1st n foremost..got down at paya lebar n walked to the geylang market..
on the way there..got someone selling durian!!....hmm..sdap..
my mum say..later go home time she wana buy..but nope.. :(

so yea..walk ard the geylang market for blouses..
my main objective was to get a BRIGHT RED skirt..but cudnt find..
though i found anthr pretty skirt with designs..purple i think..
but dun dare to buy..cuz it looks like a tube dress..
so yea...skipped..

but then i bought a top..woo..nice..

my mum too..
since i got something..i went n stand wif my father..since he was alone.n i thot my mum was almost done..
tunggu peh tunggu...my mum go 1 more round looking for blouse..
so apelagi..
me n my dad go mkn chendol..nt that nice...i mean nt nice..
tasted beta ones at johor b4..super nice..
then halfway thru..my mum came..she mrajuk cuz we had chendol w/o her..but she still got some of ours so...yea.

then we headed to hajjah maimunah restaurant i think...to have our lunch..
hmm..the ayam bakar nice u noe..ouh..n we had kerang, kupang, ikan bakar, daging rendang n some sayur oso.

so on the way to tht place must lalu this one place ah..i forgot the name.
lucky u noe..woo....
i found my BRIGHT RED SKIRT..wee!!!!!!!!

so hapi..cudnt wipe the smile off my face..
then masuk the buillding..got shops selling kain to make baju raye all..
woo..n i alrdy choose what im gona wear...ssshhh!!!...just wait for raye kay!!...
but i cant wait..

so after lunch we head back to the pasar to buy barang pasar la..
b4 tht..went to the CD store for awhile..

bought the KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH 2 CD..
n to dearest fqah..
rmbr me telling u abt the ITE guy selling the uniform??..
the one yg serve me???...
haha...well it happened again..
i went to pay...n he was smiling to me the same way u noe..
then he like look at me n keep repeating the same words..
idk what he was saying..cuz i was gazing at him n at the same time..my mind went to the ITE guy..
OMG!!..whats up wif me n chinese guys??..woo..
1st the ITE guy..2nd the cinema guy..now.3rd the CD guy..haha..lets keep adding.hah.
i dun give a shit abt korean guys but chinese guys...woohoo!!..

ouh..the CD cost 12.90 so i took the money to pay..
then after paying my mum ask y nvr bargain..
i was like WTH!!..im nt a bargain type of person..i just take n pay...n its a CD..can we bargain for that??
n i was literally telling my mum..she is a typical singaporean..hah..
ive nvr bargained in my life..
xcept in vietnam.thts the only time..

so walked around the pasar..
n i was thinking to myself..
am i seriously gona be doing this in the future??...shopping in PASARs?.n cooking for my family?
argh!!..can la..
but idk y on that day..i felt like puking..walking there..
maybe cos of the wet floor..n the smell of fish!..
EEW!..
i was wearing sandals sumore..the water ter-touch my feet..n my goosebumps were like standing up..

but WTH!!!..after that my dad blanje me mango..he noes i like mango..woo.
so yea..frm there we took cab back home..

after a few mins..i was telling my mum.."ma, ngok suami mak tu..da lpak dlm taxi.."
then she replied.."biase la..bapak kau!"
so i turn away..n the right next minute..when i turn to my mum..
even she felt asleep..pfft..
so left only me...
n i was like telling the taxi driver the directions...pfft..

reached home..n my mum start to complaint..
she jealous cos i bought more stuff than she did..
the trip was suppose to be for her shopping..
heh...sorie mum..

You're the reason behind my smile, you're the reason for my laughter, and also for the reason for my happiness...because you've showed me what love is but I never thought you're also the reason for my tears and for experiencing the greatest pain that could ever happen me...

Dear John..

2010-04-01T02:55:00.006+08:00

okay..im finally updating my blog..
for dearest FQAH...pffft...keep bugging me..hah..

whatever im gona say now..u alrdy say in ur blog leh..tsk..
so what am i suppose to say??..ah??

hmm..so on the 14 march??..i think we went for movie..
DEAR JOHN...

was suppose to watch at vivo la kn.the 1.45 nye show, i think ah..

tapi org tu mcm biase lmbt...sampai kul 1+..where got time wanna go all the way to vivo n buy tix rite..by the time..da miss bnyk..
so plans wif shaheera pun terpakse cancel..sorie shaheera..pls blame hellgirl!!..
so yea..PLAN B was jurong point..
so we headed there...
ouh..b4 i xplain any further..
there's this funny and stupid moment..
was suppose to alight at jurong mrt..
so i ask fqah which side wanna kluar??...left or right??.....to go to boon lay.
she so confident say left..i think..
but when we go out..we like..'ehk, u cnfirm ornt??'
then she say...'ya..my mum yg say..bla3.'
but nt satisfied.we went to the other side..which means must masuk the train again n kluar the other side..so all eyes were like on us..pffft...felt stupid..
so we checked the board..which station the train goes to.
then skali see we on the wrong side..so must patah balik to the 'left' side..
n again..all eyes of us.
but then lucky i realize we were looking at the wrong board..we were looking at the one we got off not the one we were suppose to naik..

so we patah balik again..
imagine how many times we lalu in the train..like cartoons u noe..
felt so stupid..like we always say..dun travel alone wif fqah..heh..

so back to the story..1st thing we did was to buy the tix..
4pm+ nye show..so we basically have 2 hrs b4 the movie..
ouh...let me tell u sumthing abt the guy who served us..i mean when we were buying the tix..

HE IS SO FINE!!!...I MEAN HE'S CUTE!!!..

that chinese guy is so cute..i think me n fqah walk past that place like sengaje just to peep at him..haha..worth it..

okay..so we walk ard that shopping centre for awhile..just to kill time.
then we headed down to get lunch..
n it was reli tough..making decision on where to eat..pfft...

so many places..n so many ppl..

n so we headed to MacD..like finally.
so while eating..i was telling fqah abt my idea of making a surprise party for ms tan..
beloved teacher..
but then i rmbr-ed that her bday was in feb.which like past alrdy.
so i msg-ed Firdaus to ask when..bla3.
yup...da over.. ):

ouh...halfway thru..my hp beeped..
its FARHANA!!..my sort of new sch mate..
i was telling fqah stuffs abt her during the journey in the train..
1st thing she ask me was..where are you??..
OMG!!..so creepy..of all days to msg me??
tahu2...die nk mintak tolong..pffft..
ouh..thats the longest time i spent in MacD i think..hah..

so yea..time for the show to start..
so we headed there..
ouh..there was a bunch of kids in the cinema..like what the hell..
this kinda movie aint suitable for u..get lost!!..
i mean..u shud be watching cartoons..
n let me tell ya..
this bunch of morons was super noisy..
making alot of noise..laughing at the movie when its nt even funny..n walking across the cinema..
changing seats...
yea...it sounds like they belong to the zoo...
lucky got a malay lady who sound them...thx alot!
bla3..
ouh..n i still rmbr fqah telling me she wont cry during the movie..
pfft..she did.i mean i did too.but i wasnt crying noisy-ly like her!!!..haha..
i dint even nd to look at her to c if she crying.
yea..i gotta agree fqah..paling sedih is the part he read the letter to his dad..
:(

ouh..to anyone who havent watched the movie...u shud watch it!!..but on DVD ah..

so the movie ended ard 6+..n we headed home straight away..cuz i wanted to watch transformers on channel 5..
i thot it was part 1 and part 2 showing..
but skali..they were showing part 1...which is broken into 2 parts..cos have news at 9.30..
if i know earlier..i wud have stayed out longer wif hellgirl!!...pfft..

so yea..thats how our day ended..
OMG fqah!...its been 2 wks since we went out..
lets go out again!..woo..

Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.

BLANK!

2010-03-29T02:14:00.002+08:00

Fqah!!!!..
i so lazy wanna update...
even if i update today..
no words are..
my mind blank..
nxt time kay!!..

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then

I could go to bed at night not knowing

there was someone like you out there.

U SMILED N RUINED IT ALL!!

2010-03-25T03:31:00.002+08:00

ouh..its 3.30am n im nt asleep..
n im reli thinking..am i going to seriously start sch with eye-bags n dark circles??
NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gona have to start sleeping earlier..
tsk...

ouh..ard this time yest..he went online..i mean..Mr.H....

been a while since we tok..really WHILE..
so we talk the casual stuff..
then he gave me his new num..
so i miss call him..(later on..after we both logged off)
but in the msn..before we sign out..

he wished me gdnite. :)
bla3..
morning came..weeeee...
n he wished me good morn.. :)
but he msg way b4 i woke up..
yea..surprisingly he woke up earlier than me..
i malu sey..
but b4 i got the msg..i switched off and on my hp..
then only i receive the msg..
some stupid stuff that i need to do after sumtime..
cuz if nt i wont receive any call or msg..
idk y this happens..irritating..
n when i get the msg..it doesnt show the exact time that i was suppose the receive the msg.
so now i dun reli noe what time he actually msg me..
FYI..i got his msg at 10+..nearly 11...
WALAO!!
but what the hell..so yea..we talk for a while...

ouh ouh ouh..
i just got a new mascara again..
heh..
its called supershock mascara..from avon..

but dissapointed liao..
so not waterproof.
splash my face wif water...that thing cair alrdy..pfft..
but hey..i love mascara(s)..
ouh..n i wanna get the perfume nxt...
but still pending to receive my lipstick and my lipbalm.woo.

had a lil tiff wif my 2nd sis..
urgh!..so irritating..
have been telling her to fold the laundry for the past 2 days..
but NOOO......she says..ok, later la..but yea rite..pfft..
disgusting habit..
ouh..n sumtimes she leaves the house w/o cleaning it..

n she says that she clean it..then y wud i tell her to fold the laundry??!!??!!??.
n even if she does vacuuming..its only the hall that she does..not the room..
walao!!..
sorie but i need to let this shit out..
sumtimes i feel like screaming at her face but i sabar okay!!..
n yea..a younger sis telling an older one to do work..
where's ur freaking responsibility??..
this is nt the only shit that u do!..
URGH!!.

ouh...n yest was my mama bday...
so my couz n my aunt came over..
they bought cake..mmm mmm..nice..
so soft..

to rizuan: i want my 'p.s. i love you' nye dvd..
to isk: i want naughty g
to shaheera: running nose da hlang?!?!?!?!?..
to fqah: when wana go look for sch shoes?..
to the 2 classmate who r currently nt in gd terms: pls selesaikn masalah ini!!!!...
talk it out..n u both noe who u are!!..

yea..now i feel sleepy..
nitez ppl..
ouh..n its 4am now..
AAOOO AAOOO AAOOO!!!!!...(from 300.)
u see!!..im so sleepy n still sempat can mepek..

I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another girl.

Then you smiled at me and ruined it all.

MAC-LICIOUS....

2010-03-25T02:39:00.006+08:00

n here are the pics taken on the 19/03..
went to renew passport..
then we headed to lucky plaza for lunch at the nasi ayam penyet restaurant..
idk what it is actualli called.
but i noe the place ah..
then we headed to MAC..woo..
walk ard..look and tested the new collection..
then tried some on our face..
sis purchased a lipstick..

then we left the store..
feeling MAC-LICIOUS..woo.

then headed to buy sugarcane juice w lemon..(so refreshing.)

n fruits..

at ICA building..she just woke up.look nerdy..

look at the person behind me..so kpo wanna be in the pic.
dun worie..idk her..

yup..thts my drink..
lava boy wif blueberry juice..

thts my bro's drink..'happy soda'

woo.gado2

n the nasi ayam penyet

bring pram oso no use rite..
she wanna walk by her self..

n i wonder if we'll get paid for advertising ROLEX..pfft.

ohh..im nt sure if ya'll can see but..
i have a mac lipglazz on my lips..
n my sis is wearing the lipstick..i forgot what its called..
ouh..n yea..u can directly try on the make-up on ur face..
but u have to tell the person ah..
so she'll clean it for u..

sugarcane w lemon..banana.n my mixed fruit on stick..
n look at the boss sitting..
i mean safiyyah..

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine..

HANDS AND EGGS.

2010-03-23T01:20:00.002+08:00

okay..2nd post for today..
some pics..i found..
cool..
this are paintings on hand..

n this are eggs..so cute.

COMMERCIALS...

2010-03-23T00:44:00.003+08:00

woo..been so long since i updated..
i promised to post abt a gal rite..
mayb not today..
no mood..

but what got me laughing is a video i wanna share..
might be a lil obscene for some..
but idc..

woo..n im going geylang tmrw..
can finally find for a red skirt..wee..
n hopefully my mummy can cook chilli crab tmrw..
but it depends if my dad can go to the market in the morning to buy..
pls daddy..........!!!!!!!!!...

I should be content by just watching you smile from sidelines,

Even though it wasn't me that put that smile on your face,

Even though I'm breaking from inside out..

ONCE U GO MAC, U CANT GO BACK!

2010-03-03T00:20:00.008+08:00

woo.
just received my orders.
which is a perfume..black glimmerstick eyeliner and lipstick.
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!..hah.

ouh..i just created an account in flickr yest..
just for fun n to share pics..
in case some of u dun noe..
flickr is a photo sharing websites.
n if u wana look at my pics then..the link.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/nurl_anisah/

im just a beginner.

yet to upload more..

this wed which is later..(now is 1.40am.)

have to collect medical report.
then thurs go to the sch

-to hand it in...

-pay 1st term fees.
-colour vision test.
-photo taking for new ez-link.(ARGH!!.)

-buy uniform.

FQAH!!..hope u can teman me..

kluar early kay!!..

ouhya..been listening to [we are the world - 25 for haiti]
so addictive n nice.

n good that they preserve a michael jackson's part.

ouh...n not forgetting..
this saturday am going shopping for MAC cosmetics with
dearest ummi and sis, hajarah..
woo.cant wait.

ummi wanna buy lipstick.its a must from MAC.
all thx to hajarah for influencing her.

even she wanna get the new release.
now ummi hates cheap lipsticks..
n she says..
"ONCE U GO MAC, U CANT GO BACK"...(her own quote kay!!!)

n after that..
hajarah goes off to meet her fiance.(as usual every saturday is their day)
me n ummi heads for lunch.
MAJOR WOO!!..
cant wait..

hmm.maybe next post i introduce u guys to a lady..
my sis jealous of her..me too..

STUPID LETTER!

2010-03-01T00:57:00.004+08:00

hello peeps..

so ameerhan came over yest nite.
n he asked me how was my medical checkup bla3.
then he asked wat happen to the poly appeal..
wether i got it or not..
then i said no.havent got any news from them.
so he told me to pass him the school number so he can call on my behalf.

which i still havent gave him cuz..

just now i check my letter box for mail.
and FINALLY got the letter from NYP.
and yea..my appeal failed.
i dint get a place there.
this is so expected.

but WTH..

ouhyah!!..by the way.
my sis, hajarah bought the new mascara from maybelline.

its called "Maybelline The MAGNUM Volum' Express waterproof"

let me show u the pic.

awesome right!!..
so i tried it on..
n yes!!..it's a bitch to wash it off.
cuz its super waterproof..
it's still not off my lashes..though i scrubed it with my facial.

Love is a lot like broken glass. When you pick up the pieces you get hurt. And when you glue it back together it is never fully reaches what it once was.

MY COURSE N HER BILL

2010-02-25T01:59:00.009+08:00

just received my letter thru mail..
so this friday going for a medical examination.
then 3 march going to the sch to send the forms.

take pic for new ez link.

pay 1st term fees.
buy uniform.
orientation on the 9 april.
course starts officially on the 12 april.

ohya..the intw lady said must have a 100% attendance.
if nt at the end of the yr get cert but cannot sign up with the hospital thingy..
damn i forgot the name..
but..i can achieve it..like duh..
i've never been absent in secondary school.

but damn..
this year bnyk event ah..
in may?.. my kakak sdare nk kahwin..
in june my pakcik plak.
maybe june safiyyah nye bday party..havent cnfirm ah..
then dec..my kakak plak kahwin..
damn..gona miss her..
she's the only 1 i can talk to in the house.
cannot go shopping that often together..
cuz she gonna live at the in laws mayb..pasir ris u noe..
so after she gone..im gona be in-charge of the house..woo!!

ohya..n i cant wait for the mehndi nite..woo..partaye!!

hopefully i can attend all this arh..
hope wont clash wif my studies wat so ever..

ohya...by the way..my course schedule is..
3 mths in campus, 3 mths attchmnt then 3 wks break..
n this goes on n on..woo...so basically..while studying im getting paid alrdy..woo..
course in campus may start as early as 8..n end as late as 6..
which means that i need to leave the house at 6.30..
n i have to wake up at 5...damn!!!!!.

the lady said sumtime the attachmnt will start at 7 in the morn..
so i have to reach at 6.45am..ARGH!..must wake up at 4..
n sundays is a must to work..no off..even public holidays..or even hari raye..or mlm raye..
damn it!!

kk..change story..
a few days ago...

my sis, shariffah got her starhub bill.
my mum was super angry..
cuz seriously the bill was $1,500+...for just 1 month..

BUT luckily got the free data sumthing2..so minus ard 1,400+..i think..
stupid rite!!....i mean HER!!!..

she use the internet on her hp...go facebook..like WTH!.

n my mum not gona help her to pay in any way..
she gona fork out everything herself..
haha...gdluck!
n dun forget my pay!!..
WOOHOO!!..damn..im so mean..

Just admit that you never loved me.

So the pain you caused me, makes sense.

a series of stuffs.

2010-02-24T01:57:00.003+08:00

ouhkay..this is a continuation of the previous post..
previous 1 is long alrdy..n i noe sum of u will just scroll thru..but.oh well.

ohya..hajarah told ameerhan abt me passing the intw..

n he said he is super happy for me..woo.

for those who know i have a pet bird..(the pic..)

well..bad news..its missing.
one morn..my sis, shariffah let it out from the cage.so it can walk ard the house..
then she went to the kitchen to cook lunch w/o putting the bird in the cage back.
n when she came back..it's gone.the door was left open..

so we suppose it when out thru the door or the window..
my dad is sad..cuz he love birds..

n i noe..my grandma is hapi..she hates the bird!

ouhya..last weekend..me n my sis, hajarah went to cwp to get a shirt for me.for the intw.
we went to ang lia but cudnt find anything appropriate..
so we headed to G2000.saw this blueish-grey shirt.nice.so we picked that up.
then saw another white and red striped shirt.picked it up as well.
went to the fitting room.tried it on.then my sis started throwing in more stuffs..
2 pants and 3 more shirt..hah.so fun..
but the maximum is 3 items only..i guess we did overcross the limit..
but who gives a shit..
anyway..i finally picked the white n red striped shirt.I LOVE IT!!.
so yea..I PAID FOR IT..my heart still hurts from doing that..
it cost me 70 bucks!..
where's the freaking great sale when u nd it?!?!..hah.

like duh..cuz im not werkin.so i dun have money..n now im left wif less than 50 bucks.. :(

ohya..that is a cuff-link shirt..woo..
n now i feel like collecting cuff-links..
pfft!..
so ameerhan(my sis fiance) came over to my place that nite..
had lunch n watch dvd..THE ORPHAN.
n he ask me y nvr tell him to bring cuff-link for me to use.hah..
so i showed him the shirt then he say nice..
he was sorta telling me to wear this n that..hah..

he told me to bring my sis nye big brown bag from MANGO.
but let me tell u..he reli does have a good fashion sense..
so yea..that bag actualli made me look more professional.hah.
n i cant wait to wear that shirt out again..woo.

so a few weeks back..shariffah said safiyyah is going to pre-sch ard march..
n im super happi..finally gonna have time for myself..
can go out..everyday..esp fqah house..hah..
freedom..
ive been staying home every weekday babysitting her.
it's nt easy..it's super stressful.
n im getting paid only a 100..like WTH!!..
a normal babysitter, earns abt 5 per hr.
so calculate..im suppose to earn...
35 per day.
175 per week.
n 700 per mth..

which is 7 times my pay..
atleast pay me 150 or 200 ah.
she complain no money but she's shopping like crazy man.
buying this n that for her bf la..URGH!

if nt bcuz of this, i wud b out now werkin..
earning alot more...depending on the work..
mayb ard 1k??...hah.
niwae last week i heard that safiyyah's schling gona delay..bla3..
n im so pissed off.i want time for myself!!..
all my plans are gone!!..
like WTF!!..
but two days ago..i heard from her that her schlin shifted back to march..woo.
kinda hapi but sad that..im gona miss the kid..padahal tinggal same rumah..hah

k la..till here aites.

will update soon.
till then, keep checking.
n i cant wait for later in the noon..
fqah coming over to my house..woo.finally.
watch dvd ah..hmm..c how kay!.
ohya..dun forget my layering scissors..
kk..im gona go sleep soon..
its almost 3 in the morn..
toodles.

Have you ever felt that you just want to run back into them arms,

regardless of the pain that it had caused, and will be causing again.

its the intw!

2010-02-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

ouhkay..this is gona b a long post..if dun wana read then fuck off!!

hmm.so yest i went for the nursing intw..
i ajak 3 ppl and they are...
:shaheera - dint folo cuz tired..
:fqah - dint folo cuz must teman her mum go sumwhere..

and

:isk - yea!..he can folo..we were on the phone that nite..he said he was going to slp alrdy which was ard 12+.n told me to give him a wake-up call at 7.30am.which i did.n to find out that he dint slp the whole nite.was playing psp.bla3.put down the phone then siap2..we janji meet 9 am at b'n's.its 8.50 n i just left the house.thot i was gona b late FOR MY OWN INTW.so on the way to the 913 bus-stop i call him again to make sure he was on the way.but NOOOOOOO....he was slping..n all he said was sorie2..pfft..thx isk.ALOT..so i ask him for the directions cuz i dunnoe how to go.n im nt late at all!!..woohoo..

so yea...i went there ALONE!!

got on the 168 at 9.04am.its the double decker so i sat at the top deck.cuz i was kinda folo-ing this guy from that sch.i dun wana sesat OUHKAY!!!..so i went to the back seat n i found 20 cents on the bus floor.did that kinda mean like a gdluck thing in some way??..but whoever it belongs to..THX ALOT.i can buy 4 hitto sweets.hah..if ya'll noe wat i mean.and bytheway..the bus trip made me slpy.ohya.n nu'man was in the same bus..he was slping in the bus listening to his music..lucky he dint c me.woo.bla3.so i reached tamp n changed to bus 31..so packed.URGH!..ouh.n i reached my destination 1 hr earlier..LIKE WTH!!..if got teman nemind ah.can tok2..so i waited for time to pass at the bus-stop.i felt stupid.but thx to shaheera for teman-ing me via sms!..unlike fqah..who was still dozing off..hah..sorie!!..

so after 35 mins.i stepped onto the sch ground.ARGH!.is it seriously gona b my future sch?!..i dun wan it to b that way!.so called isk again to ask how to go to the building bla3.wasnt much of a help but i wanted sum1 to teman me sumhow.THRU THE PHONE PUN JADI AH!.
n ya noe wat!!..waited for the lift..but had to take the 3rd one.cuz bnyk org esp the mats!.dun wana share a lift wif them.wat more..the lift is super slow..n i had to go to lvl 6..damn..
bla3..met sum1..dint reli tok much..but if im nt wrong..we share the same name..anisah..
OMG!!..no way!!..but she looks decent...see........i told ya, anyone wif the name anisah is a nice person.just like me.

ouhkay!.cut the crap!!..just to let u noe..the intw went well.i've nvr felt this confident after n intw.so after the intw.headed back home.
but singgah at cwp kejap..i saw akmal there..had a lil' chat n i headed to CHARLES N KEITH for window shopping.then to CHAMELON to buy a brooch.then headed to CHARLES N KEITH again.yea..im craving for shoes.everytime i walk past there..i curse myself for nt having money to buy it.then went to MacD to buy DOUBLE CHOCOLATE FRAPPE.woohoooooo!!!!..
been having this craving for months..finally..n so i headed home..
its a super hot day!!..so i took the bus.hee.

niwae.today i must check my intw results online by 12nn.
n guess wat!..I PASSED..woo.hapi!!..
but i still have to go for the medical examination ah..cant wait..
so now i waiting for the package that is to b delivered by mail.soon.
n b4 i start the industry attachmnt..i must get a chicken pox vaccine..
I LOVE INJECTIONS..woo..cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

I hate these bruises that you leave on me

Wasn't there a time, where you touch me with care?

PLAN B OUTING!!

2010-02-19T01:20:00.009+08:00

heres the pics for the 160210 outing.
was supposed to watch movie but it was damn packed!..urgh..
yg org cine tengan queue semue tk tau gi raye ke??.tsk!
so change of plan..walked around amk hub for awhile..

then headed to MacD to eat lunch..
stupid thing spoilt my mood..PFFT!!.
then off to sembawang splashpark.

its super fun..at first semue tknk main la kan..
CHILDISH konon..pfft!..
but cudnt resist..hah..took videos of them playing.
but too long wanna upload ah..lazy..
n summore stupid video is senget!!..

n so zal joined us after the childish play..
haha..he sesat!!..
he went to sun plaza instead..
bla3..we took train back..
n thx to afai, zal n syahirah for sending me all the way to my block..
along the way afai wanted to be the 'YES MAN'..
so he told me to tell him to do stuff..
so i said..
n he reli wanted to cross the road blindfolded...
he even cross the railing to get to the drain..crazy boy..
but i told him to play wif the dirty water and he didnt want to..
PFFT!!..
n yea.so we walked all the way to my block then they headed to send syahirah.
so sweet rite!!..hah..k la. till hear oni..
i wanna go sleep.

nitez!!

i told u he's gay!

me n my sweetie.

confirmed gays..nt brothers..
sorie guys..or shud i say sorie gays??..

Ekin!

Syahirah!

candid!

ladies!

handicapped toilet?

guys toilet.

FAI!!.posing maut!

ZAL!!

bday!

2010-02-04T01:46:00.005+08:00

sorie the video senget.

damn can hear my voice!!.
for those who dont noe..there's a bird in the box.!

AIMAN turns 18!!

2010-02-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

damn it!!..aiman turns 18..nt fair..nemind 5 more mths.

this was sort of a last minute thingy..we went to submit appeal thingy at nyp

then head down to cwp to eat at banquet..

aiman wanted to see safiyyah so had to go my house..

good idea though for the celebration..

lets just let the pics do the talking..

oh yeah..and aiman is scared of animals!!!!!!

n sorie..for the BARNEY cake..it just suits u!

LOVE STORY..??

2010-01-28T00:18:00.007+08:00

pictures taken from sembawang..the waterplay thingy..

beginning of a love story?

i like shakir in the background..

dressed to go home..

new year picnic!!!!

2010-01-21T00:42:00.009+08:00

woo..picnic on new year..hah baru nk post!!

the inside of my uncle's ride..

at mcdonalds.uncle whom i call as abg man blanja ice cream.woo.cuz he is my sis's age.

cute that my grandma n mum was pregnant at the same time.

guess who's behind me..
hah..adrian pang and family..

yeah

yea.was forced to wear his shades..
u see how he much he love me..hah
best part is he wana blanja me n his tunang to go spa.
woo..relax..

the ladies..

shepherd's pie

the chicken tortilla wrap.my sis made

n that's the cocktail jelly that i made..

there u go..my closest uncle.

shepherd's pie.my uncle's tunang bake.nice!

someone bored!!!!hah..

get me more money u scumbags!!!

the gathering.141209

2009-12-29T21:12:00.023+08:00

hello.am super sorie for the late post..
no time la.
and this is the class BBQ tht happened on the 14 dec.

woo..feel free to grab.
which i noe u wud..PFFT!

typical singaporeans..wat do ya xpect..

woo.opening pic.love it.

playin racing on x-box..in my house..instead of helpin..pfft!

shaheera love sausages..

camera aku kalau tkde fqah..mmg tk sah.!

its us!!

shaheera step cute!!!!

gonna miss ms tan so much..

siblings love!

im applyin for psychology course in poly.but i dun wan him to be my 1st patient.

i love this pic.all of us in.woo..shaheera got a long tongue..

i love this pic..

woo!..laki aku nye bday.hah.

look at the freaking clock!!..yup..they came to my house and left at 1.35am!!

i like birds..hee

2009-12-03T17:53:00.015+08:00

sorie peeps for not updating for a long time!!.
APOLOGIES!!

busy la..

niwae sum of u wanna noe what im up to rite??
hah..i've been taking alot2 of pics wif my new camera..
yea!!...my future abg ipar buy for me as a graduation gift..
FYI!!..sum of ya have been asking..which camera is it rite..
it's SAMSUNG ST500..wanna noe..go c for ya self..

go do ur own research!!

STORY TIME!!!

29/11 was my dad bday..

so finally after alot of years..we finally went out together as a family..

the last time was when i was a 3 or 4 year old..haha...this is true okay!!

my parents hardly get any off days..xcept hari raya la..

if off oso sumtimes they both oni go holiday!!

niwae JBP was great...lazy to story summore so u all look at the pics oni ah...

only sum ah..

family...

at lot 1..

it's just a star

yea...she tired..sweet rite?

oh ya..they stopped just for me.hah.

in case ur slow..the bird is feeding me the fish from its mouth..or beak..whatever

there u go..
but there's more..

just wait n keep checking okay!!

2009-11-22T21:42:00.007+08:00

fqah!..thx for friday..all i noe is i cant bear to stay at home everyday..

boleh jadi giler!!!!!!...and i nd a work ppl!!..any vacancies out there???????

i need ka-ching!!..what's a holiday w/o ka-ching??..i wanna shop ppl!!

oh yeah..last friday i met fqah..my sweetheart..Tan(shaheera) was supposed

to follow but she had to go to the mosque!!..yeay..she needed to repent..hah.

anyways me and fqah went to sembawang mall...yeay..she nvr been there b4.

.so i bring her lorh..gotta tell u..sembawang sux..yeay..such a waste of time to

go there..dont even think of going there!!..so next we decided to go to northpoint.

she wanted to eat LJS..hey..thx for the treat..u didnt have to..so after that we

walked around northpoint..window shopped..then masuk cotton on..abih asal ehk???.

damn..cudnt try on the shades..cuz wearing tudung..URGH!!..

niwae fiq!!..i dare to wear that striking gold pants k!!..$50 pls!!

bla di bla di bla..

we headed to CWP..window shopped again..stupid CD stores..

i keep dropping CDs at every store..damn it!!

oh ya..when heading out to the interchange, this indian lady approached me and Fqah..

ask for donation...yea2..not that im heartless!!..but im seriously broke!!

all i have wif me is $60..yeah!!..now u noe y i need to werk!!..
then..me and Fqah went diff ways..was waiting for bus..then suddenly,!!..
i smell his perfume in the air..i turn la walao!!..find for him..trying my luck..
but i noe he not the only one in the world using that perfume!!

but honestly i had a fun day wif Fqah!!..thx again babe..
and cant wait for the movie marathon at ur house...

anyways!!..here's the pit pics from Fqah's HP..

i love the both of u..

one of my closest couz..ily!!

afai!(sdare)..zal(stengah bogel!)..

lucy and hg.(2)

and that's me name!

watcha lookin at bitc*?

ouh!!..my hair!!..

blum ready ok!!

singing..i dont wanna miss a thing - aerosmith

"mic"..hah..yea..screaming the song!

oh yah..and fqah!!.
upload the pics we took during our outing..me u and tan..pls!!

and..yah..i miss u guys alrdy!!..
3 dec..new moon is releasing!!..
let's go watch!!

the camwhorers!

2009-11-19T00:57:00.008+08:00

yay!!.finally got to wake up at 12pm today.NYEEEAH!!

hah..anyways..online at MSN and saw that he offline!.

WTH!!
so talked to ekin!!..i miss her alrdy..and thx for the letter..so sweet of u!
then then then she send me the pics we took from her camera..thx again!!

then talked to iwan...he asked abt stuff..and bla di bla di bla

and then tang online..hah..
he webcam kejap then bbual je la until now which is 1.45 am...hah..
quite long i can say..and he started the convo 1st kay!!..
but had fun tokin to him..

and then u noe??!!??..halfway thru h**** online!!

then we talked la..normal stuff..

he say i lame not online..

pfft!!.aku yg sedih psl die lame tk online ade ah.

hah..tapi tkpe la..

oh yah..my sis got a new lipstick from US..order online la..like duh!!

and she tried it on me..I LIKE!!!!..and it does look good on me

but dont be shocked, it's super pink..if u wanna noe wat colour..

go watch beyonce video - green light..
have to watch out for that scene la..
yup..she ordered cuz of beyonce..hah..
she crazy about lipsticks and MAC products!..
her engagement she got a make up tool kit from MAC and she was crying when she saw it!!

crazy la she!!

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and this is the pictures that i promised..
pit on 181109

this pics oni from ekin!!..
still to get it from fqah!!

oh yah..and hapie bday iwan!!

sweetheart Fqah and me..
hisyam sibuk!!

hah..blocking the sun la..
i dun wanna get sunburn!!

shaheera n isk!!..

isk konon2 zaman dulu la..ngan rambut dier!!

shaheera mmg sibuk slalu!

me and afai!!!!!!!

tk amik gmbr ngan die..mmg tk sah..
he got nice smile rite..

hah..shaheera muke potong stim ah!!

ehk2 laki2 pat blakang sibuk!
i just realized!!

hah...and anyways..those are not orbs..
dun believe in it also!

those are raindrops!

yaqin kay siow!.hah..sorie ekin!

my two besties!!shaheera hiding la..she playing PSP.

sape punye ehk!!*kening naik..*

fqah!..y u showing ur bones?..hah

fqah is bored!!

finally shaheera's in..but WTH isk!!..

candid!

isk face scary larh!

nie baru HIK - HOK!!

and that's zal!!

the 3 ladies from 5S1..woohoo.

intro..from left..

(lucy)fer..HG2 and shahee(TAN).hah

Afai..hands off pls!!hah

me and Afai step gangsta lah konon..

anti - isk!..hah

peace yaw!!

and see our legs..

nie namenye jiwe!!

hey!!..my idea ok!!

had fun camwhoring w u guys..
esp Afai..hah

he copy my pose..i copy his pose!!

hah

and we shud do this pit thingy again sumtime..hah..

i will treasure this day..and i alrdy starting to miss u all!!

and i love u guys too!!

Fqah!!..i want the pics!!

2009-11-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

thx for the fun guys..
but actually wat fqah said was true..

i had real fun when afai, wan, zal and Qayyum came..
yeah!!..u guys cheered me up..
from start to end asyik bbual kone* ngan korg!!..

time tengan BBQ pulak tu..tapi seriously thx ah..

and pics will be uploaded once i receive them!!..cpat antar aku gmbr2!!

and

not mentioning the super fun and stupid moment during UNO and JENGA(truth or dare)!!.
iqbal confident sgt ckp sape kalah uno kene pinjam jenga dari org sbelah(strangers).
hah..padahal..die yg kalah..
stupid jenga moments!..URGH!!..
i had to do a stupid dare that i dun wanna do!!..crazy or wat?!?!?..
abih forfeit..korang asik kenekan aku ngan dier..
tk klakar langsung ehk!!..
aku da tkde pape ngan die larh!!
tang2..asl kau kene senyum pat aku cam gitu??...
tk klakar tau!!.still cant forget it..aku tersengih dlm bus sorang2 lagi ade!!

skrg pun!!...URGH!!!

and then..
the BBQ moments wif afai.zal.wan.qayyum!..
very funny la Qayyum the big guy tiup the charcoal like a skinny kid hah..so ironic!!

i thot wan him to kentot so the fire will be big..
but afai say cannot cuz later the food basi!!..hah

and the food kalau da masak kan semakin bnyk.
tapi nie tk..on the spot msk..on the spot dieorg cekik!!panas2 plak tu
bla di bla di bla....
halfway thru..da nk start BBQ balik..trus hujan..
klakar la sey!!..sampai bukak poncho..

tunggu peh tunggu..gi salin sudah..siap nk balik..
lepas tu camwhore jap..AFAI2!!!!!

hah..but had to head to mac d...nk jumpe org pas tu balik..

OMG!!!aku high giler pasal happy sgt BBQ tadi..bukan psl ho*** tau!!

tapi dlm bas sedih plak!..teringat psl H****...
to HYDER and FQAH!!!:...tu psl aku tutup mate..ngan fikir psl nie..kau ape tau!!..
aku tk tdo la..kau fikir aku shaheera??!

sorie..kalau dah receive gmbr baru upload!!

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but this is the pics from the NPCC farewell party..
which kinda sux!!..cuz teachers like dun wanna layan us like that!!..
ape lagi gi camwhore jap ah trus balik ..

sape ckp aku pakai tudung tk leh baring2???????

rihanna giler!

see moon's face!

ehk!!..blum ready la..

sape ah amik gmbr nie??..
tk glamer langsung!!!!!

"Maybe if you can't get somebody out of your head, they're supposed to be there."

them i love!

2009-11-11T00:49:00.005+08:00

this i dedicate to my 2 lovely frens.

who have sticked with me thru thick and thins..

To dearest ISKANDAR!

a.k.a.: isk, sweet-g, BFF(best boyfren)..

030105.

YES!.that was the day i first met you.

first impression was."u from a boys' school!".

"EWW!".hah.

was it sec 1 or sec 2?.we played senoman?

hah.tk tersampai org kedua!!.PATHETIC!

was it sec 2?..the literature play?.

hah.and we played ahli-pom(how do u spell it?)

around the freaking school till late hours and kena chased out by the auntie..

were u there?

haha..memories!!.although i have to say we didnt reli have a hapie lower sec time together.

there goes lower sec and HELLO UPPER SEC!!

YEAH!!..we bonded..reli bonded.

god gave me you..a fren to
-make me laugh and forget my sorrows..thx isk

-share with me ur shoulder which i can cry on when i nd to...thx isk

-share ur ears to listen to my nags and problems...thx isk

-extend ur hands to give a hug when i nd one..thx isk

-share with me ur smile which seriously vanishes my problems temporarily..thx isk

-walk with me to school..and sumtimes even send me home(rarely)..thx isk

-bring me explore the SMELLY boys' toilets..thx isk

-peep into my house at night.FROM THE HILL!!..no thk u isk!

-blanje me..thx isk

thx.thx.thx.thx.thx.thx.thx.thx.thx.thx.

u're a great guy.

u take care of me and i noe u got my back.

hey!..i got urs too.and u noe wat fren??

ILY..hee..

so..its almost gonna be 5 years of friendship..

oh dear!..that's fast..

and it's the end of secondary life for us.(if we pass our Os).

no..we wont be in the same class anymore!..NOOOOOO!!!

promise not to lose contact aite!!!...

*pinky promise..*

hate that we wont be spending this much time in the future.GOSH!

5 years of friendship ei?..

it wont stop here!!..

and u'll be my 1 and only BFF!.

THK u so much for being a part of my life.and ILY!!

*sobs*

And this is ShafiQah

a.k.a.: Fqah, hellgirl, switheart.

020108.

we bcame classmate.

black told me to take care of u!..

seriously, do u think i did enuf?.

hah.

honestly.it was kinda awkward having u around for the 1st few weeks.

i didnt know how to mingle with u and stuff.

but gradually.it all bcame good.

i thank god that i got a new gurlfren now.

yea.ILY HG2.hee...sorie2.

like isk..u were never stingy.

you.....

-make me laugh and forget my sorrows..thx Fqah

-share with me ur shoulder which i can cry on when i nd to...thx Fqah

-share ur ears to listen to my problems...thx Fqah

-extend ur hands to give a hug when i nd one..thx Fqah

-share with me ur smile which seriously vanishes my problems temporarily..thx Fqah

-give me duit tambang naik bus just to TEMAN YOU!!..u shud thk me

-blanje me oso when i no ka-chings!..thx Fqah

-gave me more memories to keep.(inserts camwhoring story).hah..thx Fqah

-buy my mom's kuih and showers it with compliments..thx Fqah and Fqah's mom.

-influence me take taxi home from ur crib..no thx Fqah

-u listen to my HAM problems and answers my qns!..thx Fqah

-teman me watch hindi late night on youtube.hah..thx Fqah

-special mention to Faiq.for letting us watch hindi on Tv in ur room while eating KFC..thx Faiq

-Fqah's mom, thx for the pillow on the couch which i hugged while watching the hindi..thx Fqah's mom.

THK U SO MUCH BBYG!..hah

and yea..ILY too..

our friendship is almost 2 years now..

wow..it feels like i've known u longer..

ur a treasurable GF i have.

and i dont wanna lose u.

likewise..we'll stay in contact for long2 k?!?...

i hope if possible we'll be in the same poly nxt year.

and insya'allah the same course.

thx also for being a part of my life..

ILY so much..

W/O the both of you..my life is incomplete.

ILY.

sorie TAN i didnt mention u..

cuz u're one of my best cousins..

i mean it..and ILY too..

2009-11-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

Been studying late outside for almost everyday for the past 2 weeks?.
and im really grateful to have esp hyder there to guide me..thx fren!
not forgetting Shaq(kak nam), Fqah(Hgirl), Shaheera(Tan), Yana(Iblis) and Isk(sweet g).
thx alot guys.and u noe wat?..u guys mean so much to me..ILY all.
oh yeah..Shaq..thx for introducing me to that new game in the arcade..
addictive la walao!!...today $3 gone bcoz of u..haiz.

And Weets!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally o lvl is coming to an end.
just finished the freaking boring POA paper today.
like what the hell.
so sleepy sia.
menyesal i take POA...urgh!
F9 is a confirm grade i getting for POA!!
so im only left wif science MCQ.
next wed..at 2pm..and it's only an hour paper..

woohoo!!..no more MKO in my life.
and i want my n lvl painting back ok.u stupid witch!

1st confession..

2009-11-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

OH MY MAK!!.
it's monday morning...(12.42AM).
and im not sleeping yet!!.
later on in life(shaheera's quote.hah) i got SS paper and Chem.
which is today.
currently reading thru the SS note forwarded by Fqah sent by Hyder.
thx guys.
OH MY MAK(again!). I HATE SS LA WALAO!!.tsk.irritating ah.
then later evening.have to finish art summore.haiya!!paper 2 sibuk ah.
art paper 2 is so gonna pull down my marks.cuz i didnt put much effort in it.

forget studies for a few minutes..
1st.........i just finish chatting with a few buddies.
special mention YAQIN!!.i miss u gal!!.
woohoo.17 november here i come!!.
2nd........i chatted wif him just now!
and u noe what?? i confessed to him!!..
so paisey sia.
u want read.but i wont show his name ah.too bad!
those who dont know can F*** OFF.
those who know..keep the damn thing to urself!!
and just to let u noe.ur the 1st guy i ever confessed to.
so here it goes.......

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*wei...
*how the song??
*can?

****** says:
*i did not receive

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*pat email tau..

****** says:
*takde

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*nemind..i send u now.

****** says:
*kk

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there sends:
-send complete-

****** says:
*thanks anisah
*btw u khow rite i and ----- break already

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh..
*i just knew

****** says:
*ok

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*so sorie to hear that

****** says:
*haha
*no lah
*is ok

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hah.
*wat u doin?

****** says:
*chatting
*u?

*
* Transfer of "Dil Bole Hadippa - Bhangra Bistar.mp3" is complete.
*

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*same and studying oso.
*2morrow got paper ah.
*SHIT

****** says:
*haha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*kk..u go listen to the song now.

****** says:
*all the vest

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*thx.

****** says:
**best

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*see the song correct or not

****** says:
*ok

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*niwae i downloaded thru youtube downloader

****** says:
*okk
*is ok

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*how the song?

****** says:
*is perfect
*thanks

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*no prob.
*nd anymore song?

****** says:
*ope
**nope
*anything i tell u kk

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*k.
*niwae y u suddenly oni tell me abt u and -----.
*?

****** says:
*i thought u don't know

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh..
*hah
*this is random...but
*u noe that i like'd u once rite?

****** says:
*yeah

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*OH MY MAK!!..hah...

****** says:
*haha
*is ok

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*how u noe ah?

****** says:
*haha
*someone

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*who???????????????????

****** says:
*haha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*rabak pe..

****** says:
*haha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*but everything's over..and i reli hope we could start afresh..
*mujhe dosti karoge?

****** says:
*haha
*of course

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*u understand?
*hah

****** says:
*haha
*yeah

woohoo.OH MY MAK(again!!).
i so paisey to face him upfront now ah..
how leh?tsk.

done blogging for today and SHIT!!..
i have to continue studying..ala.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
bye la..*lazy tone*

-Ignore the universe when I see you
Cos every night the stars will shine-

P.C.2 and P.C.F

2009-10-30T01:57:00.003+08:00

.hey part 2.hah

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hey hey

Feroz says:
*hoy hoy hoy
*wassup2 yo

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hah.just wanna tell u..

Feroz says:
*wat

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*i watching hindi movie at youtube now hey

Feroz says:
*hahahahahha!!
*hey..
*okay la hey..
*have fun la hey..
*dont cry2 la hey..
*hindi also sad movie la hey

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*i crying seh hey.
*my baju basah la hey

Feroz says:
*ape la hey..
*basah?
*laen mcm aje hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*wei...ckp fikir bukan2 la hey.
*baju la yg basah

Feroz says:
*hey, ape fikir2 bukan2 hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hey
*abih hey?

Feroz says:
*hahahahah!!
*siak arh..
*klaka arh hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*my mate kering oreadi la hey.

Feroz says:
*hahahahahaha
*go put eyemo la hey

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*wei.hey

Feroz says:
*hoy hey

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*wei.u still can layan my mepek hey betul ah hey

Feroz says:
*hahahaha
*hey..
*i still can layan ur mepek hey because im also hey mepek hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hey.haha.tau pun.hey.
*tk yah aku blang hey

Feroz says:
*hahahhaa

and this is with ..........(what for u wanna noe?)
some names are blanked.to protect identity.

...... d-_-b says:
*hello tgh uat ape?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hey..hmm..
*ngah ngok cite hindustan pat youtube.
*hah.
*u?

...... d-_-b says:
*i aru alik
*heh

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*dari?

...... d-_-b says:
*maen
*bolo
*bola*
*hahahaha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*lame na?

....... d-_-b says:
*lpk2 jap

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh.
*dh mandi blum?

..... d-_-b says:
*da la
*haha
*asl?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*tanye je,

..... d-_-b says:
*ouh
*how ur exam?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ok..eng and math dah over.
*math can pass.
*eng boleh jugak ah.

........ d-_-b says:
*good

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*:)

......... d-_-b says:
*then bsk u tk kuar?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*pagi gi skola jap.nk jumpe cikgu.revise.

....... d-_-b says:
*ouh ingat nk ajak tgk ---i-

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*oh ya..

....... d-_-b says:
*nk ikot tk?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*tsk..tk leh ah...
*niwae how's he?

.......... d-_-b says:
*dier coma

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*amik dada ehk?

....... d-_-b says:
*yup
*ambik biji
*bodoh kN

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ah ah sey.make sure u dont take.
*!

........ d-_-b says:
*haha
*tkla
*syg juge u kat i ehk?
*hahahaha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ehk2 prasan

......... d-_-b says:
*haha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*tau pun
*niwae..
* *censored*

........ d-_-b says:
*tahu

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*how?

........ d-_-b says:
*ok
* *censored*

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*i mean how u noe????

......... d-_-b says:
*pernah nmpk

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh..
*pat marsiling lame kan?

......... d-_-b says:
*tk kat cwp

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*biler sey?

........ d-_-b says:
*da lame

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh.
*abih tk tegur
*!!

......... d-_-b says:
*u kat depan

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh.
*u sleeping wat time?

........ d-_-b says:
*tk tahu
*then u?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*jap lagi ah.

........ d-_-b says:
*awal

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hah.pnat ah.
*smlm tdo kul 4+.

......... d-_-b says:
*ouh

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*abih bangun awal plak tu

........ d-_-b says:
*hehe

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*niwae y u all ask for me that day
*bile gi jenguk ---i-??

........ d-_-b says:
*tk paham

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*-----kha ckp u m------- and k---- ask abt me.
*the day u all gi jenguk ---i-

....... d-_-b says:
*tk tau
*i blom tgk ---i- lg

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*-----kha ckp that day u ade

...... d-_-b says:
*tat day i ade tournament bola

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh.
*then u visiting ---i- bile?
*wif who?

........ d-_-b says:
*bsk
*ngan t---- semue

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ouh.
*-----kha ade ehk?

......... d-_-b says:
*tk
*asl?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*tanye jek.

........d-_-b says:
*mepek je dier

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hah.u oso dont like her?.
*asal ehk?

.......... d-_-b says:
*aah
*ngade2\
*haha
*step lawa je

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ala.ex u jugak.
*!!

........ d-_-b says:
*huh
*tu cinte monyet

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hah
*i main2 je tau..
*no offence

.......... d-_-b says:
*tahu la

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hee

--there's more.but u cant read.too bad.--

-sirf tumhare-

P.C.

2009-10-29T02:17:00.005+08:00

weeets...had fun toking to feroz on msn...
hah.

Feroz says:
*fuh
*pm
*hindustani eh
*??

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*yup..asl..
*hah
*kaunie kecoh ah..
*kau nie*
*asik ngok pm aku.
*haha

Feroz says:
*hahhahaha!!
*hahahahahaha!!
*kecoh ah lu
*pagi2 gini hindustani
*hahaha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*sejak smlm la..
*wat u doin?

Feroz says:
*facebooking hey..
*kenape tk tido lagi ni hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*mls ah..
*nk rilek sikit hey.

Feroz says:
*ape da hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*baru abis math and eng paper hey

Feroz says:
*tido la hey..

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*tk nk la hey

Feroz says:
*bnyk hindustani la hey
*hahaha.. hey..
*hahah
*siak arh

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*y u not sleeping hey?

Feroz says:
*dunnoe hey..
*tired but cannot sleep hey

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*how was your day hey?

Feroz says:
*okay la
*penat training
*hmm
*kaki sakit2..
*ni

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*kesian nye..
*nk aku urutkn??
*hah

Feroz says:
*hahaha
*tkpe la
*maken sakit nanti

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*blum cube blum tau.

Feroz says:
*hahahhah
*k la nisay
*aku nk tido ar
*tk bole angkat la mata

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ape nisay?

Feroz says:
*tilam da panggil da
*nisah

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*kk..gdnite
*bye.tc.

Feroz says:
*k n-oite

-tum meri guzarish-

chat lar

2009-10-22T22:56:00.004+08:00

isk!!..the full version
msn chat between
-esqundar
-anisah
-fQah
-shaheera
-computer

some obscene stuffs have been edited to a more respected stuffs.
sorie

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*hey Gs!
*haha
**runs away*

shaheera says:
*sick in the head!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*sup dawg!

Fqah says:
*heyyy mouse spoiler!

shaheera says:
*haha.

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*so cute..

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*EH FQAH! jangan laaaaaaa
*cute?

shaheera says:
*look whose talking...camera spoiler.

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*nyahaha

Fqah says:
*what so cute???
*me??

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*the part u write *runs away.*..hah..
*isk..i just read ur blog..
*so sweet seh.

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*ouh
*the blog!
*ehehe

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*i l y t

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*thanks!
**blush*
*hahaha

Fqah says:
*what what????

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*my blog

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*go and read la..
*including shaheera..

shaheera says:
*kk
*ltr on in life.

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*shaheera u better read b4 i draw sumthing here

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*kurang asam nyer salacious G

shaheera says:
*chi ai!

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*draw?

shaheera says:
*nth!
*=)

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*hmm
*let me draw

shaheera says:
*noo

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*muahaha
*cannot uh

shaheera says:
*chi'ai!!

Fqah says:
*hahahah!
*im laughing to myself!!
*what e hell!

shaheera says:
*sick ion the head;
*ion?
*in*

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*ion?
*crazy women scream like hyena

shaheera says:
*who?
*me?
*then who?\

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*duh
*huh?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*haha...isk go on..

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*whatever much

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*u can draw..

shaheera says:
*who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?
*who me ?

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*HAHAHA

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*not me

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*MEPEK! *with aimans tone*

shaheera says:
*yes u
*then who?
*aimna took it?

Fqah says:
*hahaha!

shaheera says:
*aimna????

Fqah says:
*I TOOK IT!

shaheera says:
*mepek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Fqah says:
*mepekk baliiiikk!!!

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*aimna???

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*hah..

Fqah says:
*haha!
*AIMNA!

shaheera says:
*aiman nye adik

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*AIMNA! TIME TO BLOG ABOUT THIS

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna

Fqah says:
*tmrw i tell AIMAN!!

shaheera says:
*haha
*isk!

Fqah says:
*hahaha
*AIMNA AIMNA
*AIMNA AIMNA
*AIMNA AIMNA

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*if u meeting him ah

Fqah says:
*woooooo.

shaheera says:
*?
*who?
*me?

Fqah says:
*betul jugak

shaheera says:
*then who?

Fqah says:
*NOT YOU
*IT WAS NEVER YOU.

shaheera says:
*mepek!
*!!
*!!
*!!
*!!
*!!

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*?

shaheera says:
*mepek!!
*m
*e
*p
*e
*k
*!

Fqah says:
*A
*M

shaheera says:
*woohoo!

Fqah says:
*N

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*I
*K

Fqah says:
*EH SALAH!

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*I

shaheera says:
*hahah!!!

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*S
*K
*A
*N
*D
*A
*R
*hahahah

shaheera says:
*salah~!!

Fqah says:
*AIMNA AIMNA AIMNA

shaheera says:
*iskandar foskandar, fifayfokandar

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna
aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna aimna

shaheera says:
*woohoo!
*mepek!!

Fqah says:
*hahahaha
*AIMNA AIMNA AIMNA AIMNA

shaheera says:
*abeh?
*diam?
*i call aimna ah?
*laugh!
*hahaha!
*bye

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
**looks away*

shaheera says:
*SOB!

Fqah says:
**Kisses you*
*gahahahah!!!!

shaheera says:
*bye bye

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*me?

shaheera says:
*bye
*bye
*them who?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*shaheera coward

shaheera says:
*then*

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*coward coward coward coward

shaheera says:
*coward bocoward fifayfocoward!

Fqah says:
*bla bla bla
*ehh kejap!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
**not look away..walks away*

Fqah says:
*nak kencing!!!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*k fqah dear

Fqah says:
*not walks away
*RUNS AWAY.

shaheera says:
*wanna hold my body???????

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*ITS IN MY BLOG ALREADY
*SEE!
*fqah, must put *____*

shaheera says:
*kk

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*isk - what?

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*my blog
*go see

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*new post?

iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) says:
*eh i wanna go makan
*brb
*

* iskrum2 - The Mathematics Problems (chapter 23) has left the conversation.
*

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*k..bismilla

shaheera says:
*anisah..y u wearinf polaris shirt:??
*unfaithful!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*stupid bitch..u dumb or sumthing??

Fqah says:
*hahah!

shaheera says:
*is tt sab wearing pink tudung?

Fqah says:
*tkmu la gado...

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ya

shaheera says:
*:-O

Fqah says:
*ehhh why i cannot see isk's blog ah??!?!
*irritating man
*i can go to his blog
*but i cannot see his posts!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*use mozilla

shaheera says:
*u wanna c my blodck?
*block*
*take 913, then u can c
*=)

Fqah says:
*wahhhhhh

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
**runs away*

Fqah says:
*ok ok i go seee now
*then can seee your....

shaheera says:
*mepek!

Fqah says:
*----es!!!

shaheera says:
*!!!!!1
*!!

Fqah says:
*hahahahaahha!!!

shaheera says:
*isk n anisah's pic ugly!!
*isk looks horny.!!
*haha
*anisah!!
*u so fugly!!.
*u n fqah...smelly pic!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*i wonder how it'll look like wif u in it..gees

shaheera says:
*haha
*!!
*i noe!
*so perfect!

Fqah says:
*omg. *vomits*
**VOMITS BLOOD*

shaheera says:
*slow.

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*kk..im back..

shaheera says:
*pock.

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*from the toilet..

shaheera says:
*like anisah
*air pork
*oops!!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*food from 10 days ago is out
*i puked.
*and shaheera FUCK U..

shaheera says:
*:-O
*i like tt!!!
*c--- n ---- m-!

Fqah says:
*eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

shaheera says:
*wwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
*wwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Fqah says:
*eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

shaheera says:
*pppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*disgusting la..

shaheera says:
*mmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Fqah says:
*hahaha

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*dont make me post like isk ah

Fqah says:
*i can imagine anisah saying that
*haaha
*wei im lie laughing sorg2 seh

shaheera says:
*eeeeeeeeeee
*so wad?
*wanna fite is it?
*bo seng ah?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*anisah saying wat??

shaheera says:
*haha!!!!!
*haha!!
*omg!!!
*im laughing like shit!!
*i can imagine u saying tt.
*soo shweeeet!!
*i mean soo ccccuuteeee!

Fqah says:
*siaperr???
*ku kaaaan!
*of course of course!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*anisah saying wat??

Fqah says:
*anisah saying what?

*
* Fqah has left the conversation.
*

shaheera says:
*??

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*wtf??..
*everybody gone..
*u?

shaheera says:
*ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*im gonna post this tau

shaheera says:
*aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*yea..

shaheera says:
*she'll be bck in abt 10 mins

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*u or fqah?

shaheera says:
*sheka nye kawan
*f qah

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
**signs out*

shaheera says:
*bubye.

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*main game jap aj
*ah*

*
* You have invited shaheera to start Tic Tac Toe. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.
*

* shaheera has accepted your invitation to start Tic Tac Toe.
*

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*cpat la

shaheera says:
*chi'ai!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*another game ah

*
* shaheera is inviting you to start Checkers. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
*

* You have accepted the invitation to start Checkers.
*

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*OH MY MAK!!...i suck

shaheera says:
*hah
*u're goin down!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*aku bagi kau chance la

shaheera says:
*cep3
*!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*kau ah..
*kau slow giler se

shaheera says:
*too bad.

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*i didnt know small can eat king
*pfft

shaheera says:
*haha
*hahaahaha!
*where u running to?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*ha haha ha hahahaha....*mandark's laughter*

shaheera says:
*haha!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*u scared?

shaheera says:
*u stuck!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*yea..u win bitch

*
You have just sent a nudge.
*

shaheera says:
* u will die one way or another
*:-O
*im soooo scared!

*
You have just sent a nudge.
*

shaheera says:
*taik lah.
*cpat!
*jus surrender!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*:@ hell girl coming for you.
*better run

shaheera says:
*hahah!!
*whoohoo!!

*
* You have invited shaheera to start Jigsaw Too Photo Edition. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.

*
* shaheera has accepted your invitation to start Jigsaw Too Photo Edition.
*

shaheera says:
*the wind smell funny!!
*can u smell it?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*isk outside ur window la

shaheera says:
*:0
*:-O
*?
*y cannt?

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*dunnoe.
*

* shaheera is inviting you to start Jigsaw Too Photo Edition. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
*

* You have accepted the invitation to start Jigsaw Too Photo Edition.
*

shaheera says:
*cepat
*

shaheera just sent you a nudge.
*

shaheera says:
*leceh

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*mepek ah..
*kau!!
*

* shaheera is inviting you to start Uno. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
*

* You have accepted the invitation to start Uno.
*

shaheera says:
*woot!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*whatever

*
You have just sent a nudge.
*

shaheera says:
*??
*

shaheera just sent you a nudge.
*

shaheera just sent you a nudge.
*

shaheera just sent you a nudge.
*

shaheera just sent you a nudge.
*

shaheera says:
*mepek!!

Thk U for taking me out of my fantasy world that wasn't there says:
*pfft

true.

2009-10-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

-the truly painful goodbyes

are the ones that are

never said and

never explained-

more pics...

2009-10-16T01:18:00.009+08:00

more pics people....enjoy..

what the hell is this guy doing?

he's got a headache.

on the way to marsiling mrt

group photo

ouh.i love my bag

random.

roza's signature pose

singing bday song to qayyum.

i hate farsyun!

no comments.

isk without shoes.

me and him w/o shoes

asilah and syahirah

farsyun and me

bdk sesat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!